Early version of "Only For Ourselves" recorded in 2010 during the Golden Fields, Black Wings sessions. Has very different, more personally navel gazing verse lyrics and a different finale.
lyrics
(lead: Sometimes Dead is Better)
I search my soul after a purpose
After a rock to hang on to
After some light in the end in the tunnel
Anything that makes life worth living
But all for nothing
The fairytales that they keep telling us have got it all wrong
It's not when we die that we are sent to Hell, that's when we are set free
Standing at the gate of eternity, wide open it beckons to me
The seduction of self-destruction
Am I any more than a burden?
The fairytales that they keep telling us have got it all wrong
It's not when we die that we are sent to Hell, that's when we are set free